Alongside working towards conceptualizing the experience of So, Count Mine, We were tasked with creating detailed no holds barred character profiles of each character, aka Dolls. This manifested in collaging, composing, filming and writing, with each collaborator working towards creating comprehensive studies of who these figures were, and why they were the way they were. This eventually led us to the initial discovery of the threads of shame- in which, upon discussion when reconvening online, refers to the ways in which these characters were fundamentally driven by the futile patterns of surviving, facing and living through shame.